Monday, December 03, 2012

When is enough, enough

How much is too much, having a very slight and really quite insignificant case of OCD I am finding that the question has to be asked, the gym hits continue and the twice a day visits are now a regular part of my daily routine, but as is usual my ability to take the bit between my teeth has once again struck and I find that obsession has set in.  As some of you will know when I do things, I do them .... I would like to say well but thats not exactly what I mean, maybe I should say I don't do things by half. Is this a bad thing? I no longer smoke because trust me I did that very well...... all or nothing comes to mind, I only drink of the weekends ish and all things delightful to eat are kept until Shabbat. I have to say Shabbat isn't long enough for all the delightful things I find through the week, I'm not even sure two days would cover it. So when is enough, enough? Surely being fit and healthy should not make you feel like your a little bit nutty around the edges! or is it just a case that I have to except that 'I am nutty around the edges, always have been, always will be'. Would I want me any other way, would I really want to be normal? What is normal? I lucky that most of my peeps aren't normal, but that just means have nothing to judge normal against, if there is anyone out there that is normal would they please get in touch and let me and all my abnormal peeps know just exactly what it's like, oh and could you please let me know when enough is enough?

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1 comment:

Amanda x said...

U is a bit nits n u is a huge bit fruit cakeish hehe lots of love your oh Sooooooooo normal-ish friend :0) ax